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think that's a mistake. I think like that's kind of like elevating the do nothing mode of perception to essentially the level of, you know, metaphysics is like, yeah, you shouldn't even think about reality because it's a distraction. On the contrary, you know, I think we should think very carefully and a lot about the nature of reality. And if you do that well, and the thing is like there's a lot of, you know, dead ends and there's a lot of kind of ways in which that can fail. But I think if you do it well and you don't get stuck, it is actually profoundly synergistic with meditation, spirituality. You get a much more enriched experience, I think, and model of the world and the universe and many more openings and possibilities. If you also take seriously the task of figuring out what is reality. I think that's important. And you know, that's my temperament. It's what I've been doing since the beginning. And I don't see that changing. It probably interferes a little bit with meditation when it comes to having subtle, subconscious, top-down models of what reality is. That said, in practice, I've had like some really strange experiences that in the moment definitely felt, you know, that my model of reality was completely wrong. And in retrospect, were very important information. So I don't think actually this in practice is a hurdle, at least not for me. And I suspect probably not for a lot of people. So anyway, that's just, you know, if you're of the school of just meditate, don't philosophize. Probably what I have to say is not going to appeal very much to you. I claim that if you philosophize properly, your meditations will actually be enhanced. You will have like new and interesting effects. And yeah, it's so much better. Okay. So onto the logistics of the retreat. It was a 14-day in-house retreat. Basically what I did was, you know, abstain from any kind of a strong, strong drug. I did try some milder drugs, like amino acids for the sake of science to see if they could, you know, synergize with the meditation. And I'll talk about that later. But yeah, you know, obviously no alcohol or psychedelics or, you know, weed or anything of the sort. I just, you know, I think like, okay, let's do meditation. There's a meditation. No internet, no sex or anything sexual. One meal a day, typically healthy, although I didn't abstain from sweets like chocolate every once in a while, which in retrospect probably wasn't ideal. But, you know, I didn't want to impose too many restrictions. But yeah, essentially, oh yeah, no communications with the outside world. Obviously not reading the news or anything of the sort. The things that I did allow myself, you know, I listened to approximately two lectures of Robert Beah's Jhana meditation retreat every day. And maybe on average, I also saw one guided

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meditation by Michael Taft, a non-dual guided meditation, which is a different style than the Jhanas. But it boosted my concentration. So I think it was like a net positive to do that. And also it felt good. And as I'll come back to in a moment, you know, Robert Beah is very clear that like in his mind, you need to let the day breathe, you know, have your own schedule. And the Jhanas depend on happiness. And so, you know, if you're having a schedule that doesn't bring you joy on a Jhana retreat, you're not going to have a lot of openings. And that's a missed opportunity. So yeah, I would exercise probably, I mean, you know, not heavy exercise or anything. I would go for a 140 minute walk and a approximately 80 minute walk every day, except for a couple of days. But that would be in general the routine. So I guess like at all of like a hundred, no, a hundred, like two hours of walking every day on average. Climbing up like a little hill around here. I would sleep as much as I wanted whenever I wanted. Ended up being about like eight hours a day, except towards the end, which was less for whatever reason. I think like you meditate, as you meditate, you know, every day you need less sleep, I think. And on average, I was meditating eight hours a day. It went as low as six hours in one day where I felt pretty low in energy and tired from like the previous day. And it went as high as like 10 hours and a half. Not very extreme, you know, like Daniel Ingram, when he does his fire casino retreats, he actually does something extreme like 16 hours a day, 18 hours a day. You know, I don't know how he does it. I mean, I'm sure you get better at it, but yeah. And you know, and compared to like the other meditation retreat that I talked about that led to Buddhist annealing as a paradigm, this was a little bit more intense, like more serious, more focused and much more determination. The previous one was like, well, let's cultivate equanimity and loving kindness, probably about like six hours of formal meditation a day. It was more relaxed in that sense, whereas here was like, no, mission driven. I'm curious if I can actually experience the first jhana, see what all the fuzz is about. So, yeah, it's got a little bit of a mission driven, you know, one of the first lectures that Robert Villa had was don't put on a schedule. Don't think like, well, by this day I will achieve, you know, this kind of experience by this day, this kind of experience, because that will just generate dukkha. And I agree. So as soon as I heard that, like, well, OK, I will do my best. Really the retreat is for

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the well-being of my long term self. But, you know, I still tried, I still tried. And yeah, with some success. So yeah, let's talk about, let's talk about, I'll just make a note to come back to the mild substances towards the end. So let's talk about like Robert Villa for a second. So seeing that freeze, it's a wonderful book about dharma. It's very lovely because all of his approach is, you know, like Buddhism and meditation should enhance well-being both in the long term and right now. You know, compare that with like, for example, a lot of people who emphasize equanimity, like intense equanimity, like Shenzhen young. You might say something like, like, no strong determination, Zen practice, you know, sit without moving for three hours and don't react and just accept it and train your equanimity. And I think that's helpful. There's a place for it, but also it's pretty gruesome. You know, it's like rough, it's like unpleasant. And I, you know, I took like cold showers every day for like over a year just to practice equanimity. And I think it had its value in made the day maybe a little bit more focused, but to be completely honest, I think the Robert Villa approach of trying to make it feel good in the moment and also in the long term is just better. Maybe not for like hardcore equanimity practice. I think there's like a space for that, but like in general, I like that so much better. It also may be a way, and we'll come back to this, it may be a way to, you know, avoid something like the dark night of the soul, where if you're expecting aversion or you're including aversion within your practice because of, you know, codependent arising, you may end up actually having like things like rest, very intense, you know, restlessness and akathisia, restless legs as part of your meditation. And maybe that's just unhelpful. I mean, like maybe it accelerates the progress of insight. I don't know. I don't know. It should be studied more formally. Okay. So Robert Villa had in the lectures that I highly, highly recommend, I mean, I highly recommend the protocol in general, just like take two weeks, ideally three weeks just to do Jhana practice. It was so beautiful and transformative, almost like if I were to quantify it, I would say it was like as deep an opening as 3.5 Burning Mans, but not any Burning Man, your first Burning Man, because afterwards it kind of like, it's still important, but it's still powerful, but just not as much. Like there's something about like your first Burning Man where like it opens up a sense of what is possible as a human being and what is a life worth living and what is kind of this radical inclusion for every others and dedicating yourself to create beautiful experiences for each other and like harnessing the

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evolution of art for transformative experiences. A lot of buzzwordy things, but no, it's true. I mean, like going to Burning Man for the first time for a lot of people is a very profound experience. It was very profound for me. No matter how cliche, no matter how cliche that sounds, it's true. It was very profound. But this was like deeper than that, you know, deeper than like having an LSD trip or maybe I would put it as like close to like knowing what 5-MeO DMT is like. Minus that I think like if all you've ever done is Janna retreat, probably 5-MeO DMT will still give you something new, which by the way, again, I don't recommend most people try it. Like if you try 5-MeO DMT, please take extremely small doses and do it very, very, very carefully. I'm not promoting it for the general public. I think that would be very foolish. I'm just saying that in terms of like radical transformations in consciousness and perspectives on the universe and reality, yeah, kind of in the same ballpark. And I don't think it was like just the Janna retreat. I mean, I think like Janna retreat, of course, in and of itself can be very transformative, but I think Robert Beah as the guide, because he is unbelievably, unbelievably knowledgeable and really smart in the very, very, very expanded notion of intelligence that David Pierce talks about, which includes how to navigate social situations, how to explore and instantiate arbitrary states of consciousness and say new, meaningful and non-trivial things about them, how to teach them to other people, how to separate the significant from the insignificant. And besides all of that, Robert Beah clearly, I mean, I don't think he doesn't show it off, but even from a very conventional perspective, he's obviously super bright. I kept thinking like, wow, I would love to have Robert Beah also as my physics teacher or engineering or computer science teacher. He sounds like so fuzzy at first, kind of like, oh, like a humanities person, but no, no, no, no, Robert Beah is unbelievably finely technical, but in a way that humanities people can understand and grasp and internalize. Oh my God. And like so much of what he was talking about is like very detailed technical explanations of how to hack your consciousness in very welcoming and beautiful ways. It was incredibly moving. Yeah. Just to give you a couple of ideas. I mean, like he talks about, first of all, how whatever you pay attention to gets amplified. He even used metaphors in terms of electronic components and things like that, that ultimately, I think the brain is a nonlinear optical computer, it's using electromagnetism. And I do think essentially that attention is essentially something that can amplify whatever sensation, especially whatever mood and mode of being and state of consciousness, you pay attention to it and you're energizing it. You're paying attention

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to it, you're making it more real, more vivid. You're intensifying it, bring it to fruition. So whatever you pay attention to gets energized, but how you pay attention to it matters a lot too. In that there are different, what he called ways of seeing and ways of seeing again, sounds very, very fuzzy. But if my voice cracks a little bit, I'm still kind of a slightly discombobulated from the retreat. So I may not be as fluid as in other videos. And also, yeah, probably my emotional regulation might be a little bit off. It doesn't mean that I'm feeling bad in any way, actually, I feel great. But yeah, just like still so much content to digest. So I think, from a technical standpoint, your attention has not only kind of like a size, which could be thought of as like a bucket size, but also a wave modulation. So essentially, whatever you pay attention to, the fuzzy, a humanities way of talking about it is you have a way of seeing that depends on previous experiences and conditions and expectations and motivations and desires and degree of concentration and other things like that. That's all true. But also from an even more technical perspective, I think that whenever you pay attention to something, you can modulate the way you pay attention to it with essentially your emotional tone. And we'll come back to this, but essentially, I think there's kind of like a loop probably between the frontal cortex, which modulates attention buckets with essentially different resonances that get coupled with probably the limbic system, which essentially function as a wave modulator. So if you're in a bad mood or you approach something with anger, let's say, or like aversion, the way you're going to be energizing that internal representation or that modality or dimensionality or part of the spectrum of your consciousness will essentially depend in that if it's angry, it's going to actually be done in a chaotic and slightly erratic and dissonant way. Whereas if you approach something with complete acceptance and love, the mode of attention itself will have a very soft attack, decay, sustain, release envelope, plus it's going to be in a regular rhythmic pattern. Plus what's inside the wave packet itself will be made of harmonically resonant shapes. So loving something is quite literally within your world simulation to kind of like direct a beam of energy to it that is being modulated in such a way that you are interlocking with it and energizing the consonant resonant modes of it. You know, this is kind of like connected to the intuitive notion of karma, which is like the way you treat your internal representations will affect you emotionally always, right? Because you treat something with hate and dislike, you think phenomenologically it's like outside of you. Well, of course it's within your world simulation and you're going to be energizing its dissonant resonant modes or the matrix

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of configurations of resonance that generate very unpleasant, you know, sheer patterns and pinch points and stress points and so on. Whereas if you approach something with love and with enjoyment, you're going to be energizing those internal representations in such a way that they will actually start to like couple with each other and melt into each other and generate kind of like a common currency of resonance across your world simulation. You know, this is a very important insight, insight in the philosophical sense, not in the Buddhist sense, which is that, you know, we've talked a lot about like neural annealing in terms of like the resonances of your world simulation, essentially starting to click with each other until the whole thing is actually in phase and coherent. But something that it hadn't really doubted me is that there's also these very important processes where attention, yes, it is an emergent effect from the way in which awareness is being concentrated in the field of awareness, but there's also really kind of like this additional mechanism, which I call the hydra, seven, approximately seven buckets of attention that each have their characteristic resonance and they're being modulated through probably the limbic system. And they're essentially coupling with different elements of the world simulation. And this is not obvious because it's not represented, it's not explicitly represented. You can infer that this is what is going on, but is not explicitly represented in the conceptual scheme. And so ways of seeing, you know, the way in which Robert Bia was talking about it really made me understand that, yeah, there is this wave modulation that is mood dependent. Now, even stranger is I think this mood dependence has a lot to do with your interoceptive information. Like if you're having a stomachache, in some sense, that's going to affect your mood pretty directly. If you have an ill being, a feeling of ill being in your body, that's going to add essentially dissonances to your mood, which you can ignore and, or maybe heal or hallucinate that they're not there, over-impose a consonant resonant mode on top of it. There's all sorts of interesting tricks to kind of like bypass unpleasant sensations to enter into a jhana. But the point is that we have some sort of like interoceptive resonance box that is producing kind of this emotional spectral component of your experience. And that is modulating each of the waves from the resonances of the attention heads of the hydra of your frontal lobes. I was not thinking about this in that way before the retreat. I was thinking about it quite different, or rather like there was a missing component. This whole kind of like wave modulation and attention heads was a missing component from the picture. Other things that Robert B had talked about, and by the way, I mean, just to be clear, the attention modulation concept comes from me, is kind of like

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trying to make technical things that Robert B was talking about from the point of view of the humanities in a way. There is an important component that, okay, like for most people, probably explaining it in kind of that fuzzy humanities sense will be more effective because it hooks up to their sense of the poetic, the mystical, the deep. And that has its own resonance and can be deeply motivating. Whereas I think for a lot of people, kind of a cleanly technical, non-poetic description may not actually instantiate it, may not instantiate this deep sense of resonance. Unless you're somebody like me or Shenzhen Yang and probably a lot of people in the audience here that can see the mystical in technical, physical, mathematical descriptions of consciousness, which yeah, I think that's a beautiful aesthetic we can cultivate. It's definitely my gem. Very woo sounding, but absolutely real and absolutely essential is Robert B had talked about various methods for achieving the jhanas, two that he called the most powerful. Well, actually, no, he didn't say that. He said there's many ways of achieving the jhanas and it actually doesn't matter. They take roughly the same time. Just choose the one that seems to cause the strongest effects for you and just try it out for the length of the retreat. He talked about the loving kindness method where you're cultivating love, but as soon as you start having positive feelings in your body, then you focus on those. Loving kindness would be your base practice, but then you focus on the pity, the sense of wellbeing that comes from it. There's kind of like a fork in the road. If it was like a loving kindness retreat, you would just continue on the loving kindness path because it's a jhana retreat, you move on to the positive feelings in the body. But then the other two kind of like most prominent ones he talked about was like the pure concentration route, which is like, let's say you choose just the feeling in your nostrils and you just focus on that and focus on that and focus on that. Kind of like it is a very kind of like somewhat one dimensional. There's complications here in that, you know, it's not one dimensional at all. Sometimes you have to learn the ways to overcome the coolness acts and the dead ends of that practice. But in terms of describing it, yeah, it's very simple and just like very clean, simple concentration. If you do that at a high enough level of skill for long enough, strong pity will arise. And if you keep paying attention and keep paying attention, you don't even pay attention to the pity in that particular practice. Maybe the pity gets strong enough that then you fall into a jhana. But the one that I chose partly, I think partly because it was the most insightful, I think like philosophically it would give

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me the most information. Also because it was giving me the strongest effects, even though it really was the first time I was doing it this way, is the energy body approach. So I love that because the energy body is a phenomenological reality, and I think it's essentially this interoceptive spectral decomposition of what is going on in your body that gives you at a glance what in QRI we have talked about as the CDNS of your experience, the consonants, dissonance, noise signature of your experience. So you're really kind of like focusing on the spectrum. You're not focusing as much on the details of where is what. You're more focusing on in aggregate, what is the quality, the texture, the modes, the texture of the aggregates of the modes of vibration in your body. But not only your physical body, but also your body as it extends a little bit outwards. It's kind of like this egg-shaped structure. It's not all of your world simulation, although I'm sure you could do it that way as well. But the instructions were a little bit outside your body as well. Focus on the texture of the waves that exist there and call that your energy body. I'm sure if you're a direct realist about perception or if you're 2000 years ago or whatever, yeah, of course, of course, it made sense to think of that as like your soul or like your kind of others, this additional kind of like sheet of spiritual energy around you or something like that. I don't think you need to go there. I mean, you can just have like the world simulation is perspective of indirect realism about perception where no, actually these are, is a nonlinear wave computing phenomena. And it's how information is processed in your world simulation. And it's something you can tune into. So, and in some sense, it doesn't exist until you pay attention to it. I mean, it sort of exists in the background, but then it becomes reified and then it becomes like more real. And actually, and this is kind of like a technical explanation that I think of, eventually you actually can turn your energy body into an antenna for very, very broad range of nonlinear resonant behavior. So and he actually talked about it as an antenna. So he talks about like, you focus on the energy body and you identify what is, what feels good within it and you tune into it. So, you know, I kept repeating these three words over and over and over, which is sensitivity. You pay attention to what's there and like really, really kind of like subtle sensations. What's there, what's there, what is in the energy body? What is the spectral decomposition of it? What dissonances, what consonances, what noise, what region of the spectrum are they in phase, out of phase? The second word is responsivity, which is like, you don't just look into

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it. You also play with it. You work with it. See what are the open possibilities. Like if the well-being is not increasing, don't just sit there. Don't just sit there, do something. And you know, he had like so many options, you know, some menu of options. It's a very active kind of meditation. It's not, rather passivity is one tool that you can use among many. So one example is like, okay, nothing's happening, sorry, you don't feel good. You just feel neutral. So let's say you drop a word like love, just as a tincture, like a tiny drop in what would be otherwise just kind of the pure energy body practice. And maybe that causes a little bit of a heart resonance. That feels good. It definitely feels good, then you pay attention to it and you pay attention to it and you pay attention to it and you play with the way in which you pay attention to it. Like are you focusing on it and contracting or are you kind of like probing it, entering into it and spreading it around? Or you kind of like step outside of it and you experience it as an other and you bask in that pleasure, in that feeling of enjoyment. Or do you just shine a light into it? You hallucinate, you create, imagine there's a sphere of light and you shine light into it or you submerge it in imaginary water and you let it cool. Does that make it feel better or worse? You experiment and you experiment and you experiment because what's going to make it better is going to be very person specific and of course very state specific. And that was amazing as an instruction. It's like wow, this meditation instructor is treating me as an adult. He's treating me as somebody who has aspirations for mastery in this domain. It's not just kind of like, oh, here are the three instructions and you just do it. It's like, no, get in touch with your mind. Know what works, what doesn't work. And then the third word is attunement. So throughout the days, as you spend more time doing this practice, oh boy, the energy body starts to get energized because you're paying so much attention to it. Hour after hour, you go on a walk and you do walking meditation, you come back, you eat mindfully. And you notice how there's energy buildup. And actually I would compare it, I got pretty high. I mean, relatively speaking, I think I could pick around the eighth day. We were talking about something that felt like the equivalent of 75 micrograms of LSD in terms of the energy enhancement. Not in terms of the phenomenological details. There definitely were some tracer effects. There was no drifting. No drifting effects. Everything was like where it is supposed to be. Absolutely yes, intensification of colors, for sure. And much more sensitivity to some frequencies.

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There were some sounds that usually don't bother me that were like, would connect with my energy body and make it resonate, oftentimes in an unpleasant way. But again, it doesn't matter. You don't pay attention to those. And again, if you get obsessed about like, well, this happened and took me out of my meditation, that just feeds it. So one of the very early instructions that he had was, we don't want the jhanas that we cultivate to be brittle. So it's fine if there's no, it's fine if there are like cars around, if somebody bothers you or distracts you or you learn something you're not supposed to learn. Don't, don't reify the retreat so much that it actually, you're energizing the feeling that your meditation is going poorly. Like that itself is going to ruin your meditation. So that was very important and very, very helpful. But yeah, absolutely like intensified neuroacoustics. I mean, towards the end of the retreat, oh my gosh, the, you know, in the spectrum of like from aphantasia where like, you don't see anything, you can't imagine anything visual, you know, all the way to like, let's say like 10 out of 10, like super visualizer where you can visualize a scene in 3d perfectly. I would say like my natural baseline, let's say like five is average. I would say I'm probably like a seven or something like that. Like I can definitely imagine like shapes and figures and polyhedra and interesting scenes. But my mind's eye is not as bright as like, you know, everyday life. I'm not a 10 or anything like that. Towards the end of the retreat, probably I was getting to like being an 8.5 or like a nine like when, you know, a meditation where I would like imagine various like light sources, they were very real, like very, very, absolutely very impactful on the organism. So absolutely a buildup of energy. And also I think like, that's why I probably didn't need to sleep as much as the retreat went on. And in terms of also like the emotional quality, it would feel kind of like 10 milligrams of a weed edible, like 10 milligrams of THC with a caveat that it wouldn't have kind of the gunky lack of clarity. Like it was a crystal clear state. It just kind of like buzzing and energized. Very impactful. Quite like I was pretty sensitive. And yeah, so definitely you get high just on meditation. It's fascinating. My previous retreat, I don't absolutely did not go as high as that. Maybe it felt like a microdose or something. But no, all this was like, I'm very energized right now. So you've got to be careful, I think. You actually need a good environment. You don't want somebody screaming at you or whatever. I mean, I'm very fortunate. I had a very optimal, I would say very optimal circumstance. So as your energy body becomes

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energized, you're able to build more sophisticated structures in it. And then also pre-existing patterns begin to melt. And it's almost as if the structures that you have been reifying for years become kind of like transparent and there's like cracks in between them through which energy can flow. And so at the very, you know, the first several days of the retreat, like energy would rise, phenomenal energy would rise kind of like in this toroidal fashion. It would get kind of like choppy and like restless. Like it felt a lot like akathisia and restless legs, sort of. But again, like the approach was like, find what's enjoyable. Don't think about like what's unpleasant. That doesn't help. Just focus on what's enjoyable. And he had this instruction that like, if there's like too much energy, you should actually try to like widen the channels as opposed to like use it as a catharsis to kind of like, oh, move around. That just wastes energy. He was all about like, let the energy build up. That's so much better. And yeah, like that also is kind of what gets you high, I suppose. That you're not like wasting the energy. You're not dancing. You're not like, no, no, no. Like I'm here for a reason. I'm going to build up the energy. And that's how it gets psychedelic. You don't move. And if there's constrictions, you mentally open up the channels or you do other tricks, many other tricks. So you imagine like fire, for example, that like breaks up the blockages. Or you imagine this kind of wobbly movement from left to right or like horizontal movement or up and down. And you kind of like slowly undo the knots and the patterns of tension that are constricting the energy flow. Whatever in the moment has the strongest and most beneficial effects out of like a wide variety of like menu options, essentially. So you keep doing and you keep doing that. And at some point, yeah, I guess I'm going to jump into the timeline. So the first day, I really was just kind of like switching from like doing, doing, doing, doing. You know, I've had like a very busy last six months, last year, you know, from like doing the TED talk, preparing for the TED talk to going to New York to meet David Pierce to the Tiringham Initiative in the UK to, oh my gosh, Trent applications, you know, planning. There's a lot of things actually we haven't even announced. Like we've got accepted for a peer reviewed publication, a philosophy journal, writing another paper, collaborating. Anyway, just and of course the QRI community and making, you know, organizing parties and you know, meetups. This is, oh my gosh. Anyway, just from doing, doing, doing, doing, doing, doing, doing to actually I'm not checking the internet at all. I'm just meditating. Yeah. The first day was like just, just a change of mindset,

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just a change of mindset. I think I meditated like very little formally that day. But then the next two days really felt kind of like slowing down. And I had a couple of interesting openings actually on the third day in the morning as I was meditating. I had like some 5mODMT feelings. I mean, I guess like by then I already had had like a full day of like eight hours of meditation. So I already was kind of like, okay, energized into the groove, getting into the groove. I had this like opening of like what felt like this very, very, very, very, very thin physicality materiality, just space in this very peaceful way that can be characteristic of like a low dose of 5mODMT. I mean, it's a very altered, it's like a very altered experience. And that lasted like probably like half an hour. And then it went away. And like, that's the only time I experienced that during the retreat. But I think it's just like, yeah, worth pointing out that that happened on the third day. I don't know why. And then also like some imaginal practice, mostly so that I would like focus on the task, like remind myself like why I'm here. I'm here for the Jhanas. It's not just, it's not a vacation. It's a retreat. You know, it's in some sense it's work, but it's also work and play, work and play. So a lot of that. And then sometimes I would use a little bit of like sacred geometric meditation, as I've done recently. Like imagine in like a torus, tiny torus in the energy centers of your body to kind of like dislodge rigidity, various other like techniques. And like, it felt good and everything, but like nothing, nothing, nothing extreme. Well, on the fourth day, that's when I started to experience strong pity. Like my hands were like very warm, like my lip was like, lips were very warm, like this feeling of warmth and like well-being and like very pleasant, but it still wasn't spreading throughout my body. But I think like toward like the end of the fourth day, I had like a couple of like powerful openings of like, oh, and here's like where the concept of geometric frustration really comes into play because the first like very strong pity openings actually felt kind of explosive kind of like from a region of my body, kind of very strange, but it was not all my body. It was like chimeric, like parts of my body, like, and it definitely felt like a change of the cellular automata rules of the neural network as it were, and not completely positive. Like actually, if you know of like signal processing or like you've ever made like music, you know, like there's, or play with a synthesizer, there's like triangular waves as opposed to sinusoidal waves or square waves. So the triangular waves, they feel kind

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