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of like sharp and like spiky. And so the CDNS, you know, the consonants, dissonance, noise component of these patches of resonance of intense pity, they were triangular at first, a mixture of like consonant and triangular. And so, I mean, it was very pleasant and very warm and almost erotic in its tone, but also kind of, there was a lot of kind of like energetic dirt you could imagine, like that was like getting annealed away and had like this sharp pinch point. So I would also compare it to like, if you've ever had like a niacin rush, you know, not just a mild one, you know, like you take like half a gram of niacin and it's like, it feels very hot, right? Hot and pressured, but it's not entirely pleasant. It's actually kind of like a very mixed experience because it's like spiky and there's kind of like fault lines. Okay. So what I also noticed is that as these wave propagated, I have like an injury on one of my lower side of my body, whatever. I don't notice it, almost don't notice it at all anymore. This happened like five years ago. But it came again, like the feeling came again because the waves did not go through like that tiny injury. Instead they wrapped around and the way they wrapped around, they collided with themselves in a way that didn't meet in an integer number of times. And so all of a sudden, you know, this tiny imperfection is like a huge source of dissonance. Sorry, I hope it's not too loud. And so as this PD propagates in your body, you actually start noticing all the ways in which there are pinch points and sheer points that you weren't even aware of before. You thought that early in the meditation you had smoothed it out, but it's not true. Like it's still there and it becomes very energetic. And I've heard, for example, that some people describe like, yeah, at first the first Jhana or the PD, the PD before the first Jhana feels kind of like you're a super Saiyan. It's kind of like it's very intense, bright energy, but it's kind of mixed. Absolutely. It was like that. On the whole, though, it was very pleasant. And if I could just like press a button and get like that over my body, like, yeah, I probably would press it pretty often because it was good. It was good, but mixed. Good but mixed. And I learned afterwards with Rob Rubia's comments that once you experience the third Jhana, it affects the way you experience the lower Jhanas. And so he actually says, like, if you're a relative beginner and I'm a relative beginner, you should just like put kind of like post-it notes on the states that you experience as opposed to saying like, then, you know, this was the fourth Jhana. I'm done. And then the fourth Jhana

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is like, no, because as you explore the space further, the deep marinating and the experience of one of them transforms the way the other ones feel. And I think it's like a multi-step, multi-scale, long-term, you know, annealing and harmonization process. So OK, like I knew, OK, these are like bursts of Piti are probably close to the first Jhana, but they still feel very, very mixed. Now something else happened afterwards, which is on the fifth day, for whatever reason, actually, I put on, I lifted, so I put on like Habit Rouge by Guerlain, which is a beautiful perfume. It's bergamot and like white floral for men. I love it. It's a beautiful perfume. And it caused this feeling of like peace. Oh, and also I should mention, like, you know, I kept drinking coffee every day because, you know, actually Robert Villa specifically said, like, don't try to do more than one thing in this retreat. Like, just go for the Jhanas. Don't try to look, OK, maybe also I'll quit caffeine or maybe also I'll do something else. Because if you do that, then that dilutes the intentions. And we don't want that. We don't want to dilute the intentions. We want to keep them as focused as possible. So I was drinking between like four cups of coffee or including, you know, sugar-free Red Bull a day and two. So in this day, on the fifth day, I experimented with just having two to see if that would relax me. And yes, absolutely. But like rather than like entering something like, oh, this like strong pity, I think I actually experienced like a light version of the third Jhana, which was these like other worldly feeling of peace that was very profound. And the only other place where anything like that has ever happened is actually unexpectedly as a very, very unusual DMT experience involving like a spaceship where like some alien from another civilization kind of like comes down, like opens its spaceship and it enters and it's there. And there's crazy energies and crazy intense emotions. But the space has these like other worldly sense of peace that everything is fine. Everything is ultimately okay. This feeling of well-being and happiness, but peaceful, kind of like satisfied. And so for whatever reason, I experienced a very strong version of that on the fifth day towards the end of the day. And I think it had to do with kind of like lowering the caffeine intake, I think. On the whole, I got the impression that caffeine helped with a pity and the first Jhana, but it would hamper the peacefulness of higher Jhanas. I think that was like my overall impression. I got like post-it notes on all of these things. I'm not completely confident. And that experience then morphed into what I thought was like the beginnings of the second Jhana. And that was joy, like unbelievable joy. I would compare

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it to like getting really good news. Like, okay, like this is very ego-driven and we'll talk about that. But like when I learned, for example, that I won the National Youth Award for Academic Achievements, which there's only one in the entire country in Mexico every year. You know, like the most accomplished person under 20 years old in the entire country every year gets that award. And I got that award when I was 18 years old. And I remember when my mom called me, I was in Norway. And I remember the feeling like it was like, wow, this is next level. This is like, oh my gosh, it actually worked. Like out of whatever, like 10,000 plus applicants, like I got that prize. And completely selfish and ego-driven. Of course, like at the time it's like, well, it is also like it's a vindication of my path and my determination and my decision to be, you know, whatever. It had a very wholesome quality too, but independent of that, just like the surprise causing like intense joy. And that joy probably lasted like two or three hours and then it's gone. And I never thought of like, oh, let's focus on the feeling of joy. But the reaction of course was like, well, what's next? What should we achieve now? Not realizing, oh my gosh, I just experienced these intense joy. I would also compare it to like the feeling of getting a gift from somebody very special or let's say like a letter, somebody you're really into as a teenager where like your hormones are crazy and like you're really, you know, you're very, not in love, you know, it's puppy love, but like you're craving the attention of like somebody you're very, very, very attracted to. And out of the blue, they say like, you want to come over and play video games or do you want to, you know, go into the woods and have a walk or something like, okay, maybe you're uncertain of like whether that's going to actually lead into, you know, but like they offered you a first date and like that moment you're overjoyed and there's a texture to it. And that feeling is what I experienced in a very, very intense, clean, clean way. And it actually was kind of the feelings, what I again think, post-it note, I think were the beginnings of the third jhana, it was a texture, it was kind of like a fabric of experience that is very, very, very subtle and very, very, very thin and ethereal and extremely soft and feathery, then getting curved and becoming kind of like corduroy. So it's still very soft, but it has kind of like little ridges. And so, and I think this was also from like the nonlinear wave computing perspective, those ridges make, emit waves so that the waves meet. So it's almost kind of like the second jhana, I think, is

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kind of the third jhana experiencing itself. It's kind of like, it's the third jhana knowing itself, which causes buzzing sensations and like dilutes the cleanliness, but adds kind of like extra energy and interactivity and almost kind of like a feeling of a social element to it. It's like the fabric of reality is knowing itself and playing with itself. So oh my goodness. And the next morning, so that whole lasted probably like 20 minutes, like strong, strong like for like 10 minutes and then 20 minutes of kind of like still there. And then like an afterglow of like an hour. And then I went to sleep and in the morning I was so peaceful. Like it felt like the energy body was very, very clean. And I was breathing so slowly, like so slow and so smooth. And apparently that is like very tightly related with the jhanas, that like as you go higher in the jhanas, your breathing becomes like more delicate and like more constant. Absolutely. It's like I was breathing so smoothly on the morning of the sixth day. And absolutely that changed how later on I felt the Piddi, in the like no more triangular waves. Like now the Piddi was like so much smoother. But also it felt like it would take longer to build up because maybe, maybe it's kind of like it felt less compressed. There was kind of less, there was more space that needed to be filled up with a feeling of enjoyment and happiness and warmth. And I kept doing that. And I think at that point, a little bit kind of like a competitive energy came into place. Like maybe the joy reactivated something. And I had like these feelings from when I was in math Olympiads, like very competitive, like yes, I'm going to get in, I'm going to achieve the best state and like do it quickly. And like kind of like this, like, oh, there's going to be an international consciousness Olympiad and I'm going to participate in very, very competitive. And ironically, that mindset kills the jhanas. You cannot enter the jhanas if you have that mindset. So actually I had to kind of like work through a lot of kind of those ego energy, which can be helpful, but at the same time, like I kept realizing that on some level, something like math Olympiads or intense intellectual competitions, and I'm sure also like, I'm sure also competing in sports probably. There's a way of seeing it where like, in some sense, you are participating in a dukkha factory, right? Like somebody is going to lose. There's a lot of people who are really into it and some of them are not going to make it right. So, and that could be you. So there's an element of like, yes, you're pursuing competence and you're competent and you feel good about yourself and you're putting a lot of hours into

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practice and you're determined. And there's something very valuable about that. But then also there's this feeling of like, I want to be the best. And the feeling of being a loser is not going to fall on me, right? And in the end, of course, it can fall on you. Like, I'm not going to go into, I might mention a little bit, but like, I almost went to the IMO. Like I ended up being in the seventh position in the final, final, final examination for the Mexican math Olympiad. And it was just by like two points. And it was kind of traumatizing because like I would have gone to the IMO. And to be honest, I would probably have gotten something like, like a bronze medal. I don't think I was like even silver. I was not even like silver material, but then I had like two more years I could have participated. But as opposed to just being obsessed with the competition, I decided instead to go to Norway and accept the scholarship for the United World Colleges, which was actually a much more soulful decision as opposed to like, no, I'm just going to be the best at math and like whatever. So in the end though, a funny thing is that actually they prepare you so much better in Mexico. Like people don't know these, but like Mexican competitors in the math Olympiads are just way stronger than like Norwegians. Most people don't know this, but it's absolutely the case, like by a lot. Right. So I stopped actually training and regardless in Norway with no effort, I made it in, like I was like number one in the entire country in their own Olympiad. But obviously you cannot go and represent a country that you're not a citizen of. So plus I'm sure in Mexico they would have thought of that as a big betrayal or whatever. So obviously I didn't go to the IMO, even though I would obviously have qualified in Norway twice, two years. But you know, like all of that feeling of like this frustrated feeling of like I was almost there, like, and it's even more frustrating because I actually did solve a problem that would have pushed me over the edge, but I forgot to explain a tiny component of it that I did figure out and like all of that just plain ego energies, but they're kind of like wrapped up and intermingled with the feeling of desire for competence and achievement at a high level. And so it's kind of a mixed thing. I'm not going to say just like, oh yeah, let's get rid of competitions because they're bad for you. And actually over the days I realized that like, yes, actually they do cause a lot of dukkha, but they're also in some sense good for the soul, like, yes, losing sucks, but really challenging yourself is an important part of kind

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a very good reason. It's very soulful. It's very, very wholesome. And it allows openness of the heart. So yeah, I would say like between the sixth day and like maybe the 10th or 11th day, like there was a lot of like annealing in the direction of like, okay, let's like cleanly separate like ego drives versus like qualia mastery drives, altruistic drives. Now on the eighth day, I think I actually had the most powerful like jhana related experience, which was towards the end of the day. And I think I experienced like, not just like intense PD propagating and kind of like covering my body. Even a couple of days before also, I didn't mention it, but like the PD actually was not only spreading in my body, but also like kind of like got into my brain. Kind of like inside, like not only the skin, but like inside my brain. Like very delicious, beautiful, very, very nice and dense pleasure. But then on the eighth day, I think that was like a strong experience of the first jhana where it was not my body in the conventional sense. It was my energy body. And it felt like a mixture of like a very pleasant, very, very pleasant feeling of warming up like in a hot tub together with like an orgasm, but not without visualizing something sexual, just the embodied feeling of an orgasm or getting close to an orgasm mixed in with a feeling of pressure and expansion and contraction. And those three things formed a feedback loop that I called a nonlinear self-sustaining resonance. I don't know where the energy comes from. I mean, like I have a theory that like jhanas are essentially an attractor where the top down influence of local field potentials and the bottom up influence of neural coherence feed on each other and essentially is a very energetically efficient feedback loop between neural coherence and strong local field potentials. And yeah, it very much feels like when you're very close to the there's kind of like an attractor basin of that very strong feedback loop. And yeah, on the eighth day, I just managed to like land there and like it took me and like, whoa. Like I was expecting like a strong feeling, but like this to give you an idea, it was comparable to like the body feelings of like 15 milligrams of DMT or 20 milligrams of DMT without the visuals. I mean, some visuals actually, yeah, like some like red and white light, like resonant reverb, be kind of, you know, like if you look at a street when it's very hot and like you see the reverberation of the air, kind of like the, you know what I'm talking about? Like these lensing effect of the different densities of air when an asphalt is very hot that, but like red and white, like I saw that in my visual field, but relative to

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the body feeling that was a very tiny component, although I think it was synergistic and it was like, you know, resonantly coupled. And also sound like there was a very beautiful sound together with it and very packed. It was not like just a clean thing. It was like very packed in the spectrum. And it was powerful. That was powerful. Like it was like, I lost my sense of my body. Like it's not like, no, like it's not a, I don't have hands. I'm just these like egg shaped energy bundle that is vibrating in this complex, somewhat chaotic, but very orderly way. I also thought that it was very related with quasicrystals actually, like there's something very regular about it, which is like this, there's like smoothness in it, but, but it's almost kind of like those three elements, you know, the orgasmic quality, the, the hot quality and the expansion and contraction quality. It's kind of like, there's a cellular automata sort of that is passing energy from one to the other. And the energy is being, you know, they stays within the system, but it's changing form and it's changing form kind of like rock, paper, scissors. Like if you make an evolutionary cellular automata, right? Like what there's like rock, paper, scissors, and you see like how there's like, like, Oh, like a wave of rocks are like eating away a wave of a scissors, was it eating away a wave of paper? And like the whole thing is like, you know what I'm talking about? Like three states that feed on each other. So it's not a crystal structure, but it's kind of like a quasicrystal and there's a lot of regularity and every transition is pleasant and every transition keeps energy. But as a whole, the whole, and yes, if you zoom out from a certain distance, it is kind of like a phase, a phase of matter, phase of matter and energy. But if you zoom in very closely, actually it's full of kind of irregularities. So that's one, one thing. But then the other thing, and this, I think was the most important, one of the most important insights here is that the core was also resonating. So actually there was an element that most psychedelics don't have directly because most psychedelics kind of energize the world simulation, the kind of what ultimately I'd end up talking about like in terms of kind of like the HTML of your experience, but they don't necessarily energize your attention centers. So the Vajanas, I think, actually take your attention centers and kind of make them vibrate front and back at a very high frequency that is in a state of resonance with the kind of like more static elements of your world simulation. So it's kind of like the other, which are the elements of your world simulation and the self, which is kind of like the attention heads being directed

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and modulated via the limbic system. Those two things enter in resonance. It's not only the elements of the world simulation. Okay. So that happened on the eighth day, 9th to 11th, I think there was like a lot of emotional healing afterwards. Things from the past would come up, hindrances, but I had kind of like this affordance, this resource of bliss and happiness that came from those experiences. Then I think like 11th and 12th, I had another opening. So I've experienced what I think is the first Jhana, but again, so much stronger than just like strong PD. It is a phase transition. I absolutely believe that like a lot of people, if they just had what I was experiencing, let's say on the fourth day, like the PD, they probably will say like, oh, this is the first Jhana. And maybe that is a light Jhana, maybe you can maybe say that, but whatever it was afterwards, it was like another level entirely and very like psychedelic level. Again, like 15 milligrams of DMT or something like that is like very, very obvious. Like there's no mistake and it really felt like a damn broke and just flooded with energy. Like it, my body like illuminated and it didn't last very long. I mean like the actual very, very intense energy, the first time it happened, it probably 10 seconds. And then a long afterglow, the next time it happened, I think the longest it was probably like 30 seconds. I know that you could extend it and as I practice more, probably I'll be able to extend it more. I don't know. I mean, maybe some people are just lucky and they can have these Jhana experiences. I don't know, like after a year or six months of like meditating half an hour a day or something. Obviously for me, it took a lot longer. It's possible other people will require like even more. I would just say patience and perseverance and like, yes, have intense determination, but don't be disappointed. I mean, I remember like in the retreat, like lots and lots of hours of like, well, actually I'm not experiencing pity. I think on the third day before like the opening of that day, like I almost felt like I almost want to just go back and like start writing philosophy and forget about the meditation retreat is kind of like boring and tedious and exhausting. But no, I mean, if you want to experience it, don't give up, keep going, keep going. It feels like nothing is happening, but actually there's like very subtle fine tuning that is going on in the background, so keep going, keep going, keep going. It does get better. And you know, the last two days of the retreat, I mean, I really, whatever I was hoping, I was hoping, you know, it's kind of like, well, okay, like I've had these powerful openings. Could I stabilize

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it? Could I bring it back and keep it there? The answer is no, the last two days, like nothing interesting happened. And whatever, you know, I'm sure it's still did something helpful. I'll review that. Like I'll say the last day, actually, I did have like a new phenomenology, which I actually associated with continuing to energize and energize and internal change of step state, because in the morning of the last day, I mean, I was experiencing tremendous amounts of compassion and love and yeah, I mean, kind of like sadness about the suffering of the universe, but turned into beautiful compassion as well. It was kind of mixed. I was focusing on the good parts, obviously, as instruction, but it was liquefied. And like, that was a very interesting thing. Like I also associate that with kind of like low dose 5-MeO DMT, where like your bodily sense is kind of like from being solid, it kind of becomes liquid and like lots of like spirals and liquid instabilities, kind of like the Kevin Helmholtz instability, but in an embodied fashion. And that lasted maybe like two or three hours. It went away when I went for a walk and it didn't come back. So again, like lots of interesting, strange effects, but no strong Janna. And you know, it's been, I think like three full days since the retreat ended. And in those days I've meditated only like 90 minutes a day. And I feel like I'm definitely not back to baseline, but I'm like mostly back. And the first day after the retreat, I still felt throughout the day, like essentially there was like momentum from the retreat and like the meditation was still like much deeper. But yesterday we had like a Thanksgiving dinner and I was mostly back to baseline. It was a bit more sensitive. I was like seeing things in people that I might not experience as clearly. Like for example, people's craving for a positive self view was like much more obvious and how it manifests. And noticing a little bit how their body language suggests specific kinds of like emotional blockages. Like I think like becoming sensitive in that kind of way probably happens. But nothing too out of the ordinary. But then again, like, you know, I did an experiment with psychedelics. I know that some people say if, you know, at the end, the last day of your retreat, you take LSD or something like it's way more powerful than if you had just taken LSD outside of a retreat context. Obviously, yeah, no, I didn't want to, I just wanted to see like what a Janna retreat does. So that's it. I will add, I did experiment with perfumes and I experimented with mild, mild substances. So I try L-tyrosine, which was mildly stimulating. I think it actually helped with a kind of a PD, like kickstarting PD. Not so much like sustaining it, but just

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like kind of like getting a spark of PD to then like start growing. Acmetine, Acmetine is very complicated in high doses. It has a blunting effect and I think it deeply affected neuroacoustics and I think it would be generally a net negative. But I, in my experience, very small doses of Acmetine actually are kind of like heart opening. And that was true. So essentially some of the most beautiful, oh, actually like four dimensional kind of like compactified additional resonances that I experienced, kind of like heart melodies happened like an hour after I took 50 milligrams of Acmetine, which is very little, but that was very obviously very sensitive and it was very clear that it did something. And it only lasted like an hour or like an hour and a half. I tried Glycine, very mildly relaxing, nothing to write home about. L-thenine, nothing to write home about, same as usual. GABA, just pure, plain GABA. Usually it's very subtle. Not here. The GABA was very strong, very, very strong effect and very mixed. Basically that took me to kind of like a GABA specific JANA, I guess, which was kind of a version of the first JANA, but with feelings of cold and a balance that rather than kind of a finely balanced push and pull or expansion and contraction, it was much more kind of contraction of kind of like a pooling variety. It was not pleasant. It wasn't terrible. I approached it with enough equanimity that it didn't really matter, but I don't know. I've never heard of GABA causing like strong effects and I was not expecting it to have like this strong effect, but it was like very, very obviously, like it was like obviously the effect of the GABA. I mean, maybe I'll try it once more, but it was like, I don't think it was beneficial. It wasn't bad, but anyway, I'm just reporting it had like obvious, obvious strong effect. It was just like 500 milligrams. So also like a pretty mild amount. And caffeine, caffeine, I thought it was fine. I mean, again, like an average of an average of like three drinks a day, some days, two, some days, three, some days, four, one day where it was like four, it put me, it was kind of too much anxiety, but nothing I couldn't deal with. It was okay. And one day where I had two, it was kind of too sluggish. So anyway, I would probably just recommend like when it comes to like coffee or like, you know, mild substances that you take every day to just stay with it. I mean, unless you take like several weeks in advance before the retreat to kind of like get to a new baseline or change your habits, just stick to whatever is normal to you. You know, like whatever is normal, whatever is sustainable with your life, just go with it. I know some

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people have like strong views of like, yeah, no, coffee and meditation should not be mixed. My experience was like it had pros and cons. And honestly, I think more pros than cons, because like being a very alert and motivated as coffee makes me feel. Actually I think like increases the chances of PT. And oftentimes I think that's the hardest step to just get a little, get the PT started and then start working with it. In terms of perfumes, I don't think many of you care very much, but the perfume of the retreat was this, which was like Pinot Silvestre. It's kind of like I started with this one and I ended with this one. And it smells like my Janna retreat, forming a very beautiful memories. And it had kind of like a neutral, slightly positive effect on the Jannic qualia, but there were definitely interactions. So Noble Fig by Ferrari or Samsara by Guerlain and aromatic fougeres in general were very anti-Jannic. I would not like, Noble Fig in particular has nothing of noble. Oh my goodness. Noble Fig, because he's like slightly spiky and prickly. But if you're already in a very deep, like highly concentrated state of consciousness, that it becomes amplified. And so I was actually having hallucinations of barbed wire and spikes and like long lines. And it was very sharp and completely anti-Jannic. And I took off the shirt where I had put on that perfume. And instead I put on some fearless, which is a perfume that I've designed and made. And instantly, within 10 seconds, that went away and I entered into like a much, much better, much more conducive state. So fearless actually worked as a kind of like canceling out fear. I was very surprised. Absolutely very, very helpful. And yeah, maybe you see there, Tummy Girl. It's a beautiful scent, very conducive to Jannic feelings. Habit Rouge by Guerlain also. I associated with the third Janna and I think it is related. And Nick Amorato actually described Kidonium Shockwave, which is the second Kyrite perfume, as a mixture between the third Janna and cocaine. Now he's very experienced with meditation and Jannas. And I think that's true. I thought that was a correct description. And I think using fearless to reduce fear, to kind of like getting to a free meditative mood might be a very good application. But then using Kidonium Shockwave as a spark for igniting the third Janna, maybe? I honestly thought it had like real effects. So the choice of smell and perfume actually matters a lot, I think. And that was my experience. And definitely, definitely don't use Noble Fig. It does not help. Okay, with that, I think like just to wrap up. Big picture, you know, algorithmic reduction, Kyrite paradigms, very helpful. Like, even before trying to get to an ontology, just describe like in what way the steps of the information processing pipeline, how they interact.

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